Monday, June 29, 2009
Tears for the peony flowers, heavy on the stems from too much rain - now muddy and trampled. If my mind was present, I would have cut them and brought them in the house. But my heart is muddy and trampled and so the flowers languished in the rain and no one but God saw the blooms.
Tears for the U.S. mail. I cry when I open a bill, I cry when I open a document that asks me for more documents in order to get the process going where we'll need no more documents. And I cry when I open a card for Tom and feel the love rising from the goofy cartoons and sweet sentiments.
Damn laundry. Enough said.
Tears for the immeasurable kindness of the staff from Lakeview Jr. High. They made difficult things a little bit easier.
Tears for the words not spoken, the thoughts not expressed, and the stories not told.
I ache from the silence, I drown in the tears shed, I choke on the tears inside still.